Yes, that's right. I'm actually internalizing technique. My question to all of you guys who are learning BJJ. When did you finally get past that feeling of utter and perpetual confusion and say to yourselves, "Ya know.... if I keep this up, I might actually be pretty good?" Was it pretty much right away? 3 months? 6 months? I'm not talking about getting belts or anything like that. I'm talking about that point where you are actually executing some basic techniques successfully and it dawns on you that you recognize in the brand new guys many of the mistakes you used to make. For me, it was during sparring on Friday when a newer guy threw his hands up on my collar while I had him mounted, and I finally successfully saw it AND turned it over into an armbar. Yeah, call me a slow study, but I know that 3 months ago I wouldn't have seen it and 1 month ago, I would have seen it too late.