ok, i'm into this bjj for a few weeks now. i was doing good for the last couple weeks. by good i mean attitude was still positive, managed to take over a couple white belt beginners like me, caught a blue belt in a choke the instructor taught (although i think part of it was the blue belt kind of letting me feel the technique out). i just hit the wall last night. body's sore and tired. mind's numb from trying to understand this huge amount of techniques. we were doing passing the guard drills and people were literally passing my guard like nothing. another white belt literally crushed me to get out of my guard. i'm serious, he brought all his weight down on my neck. i tried to fight off a purple belt's choke and in the process, he put me to sleep. i think i helped him sink it. i've never gone to sleep before, that was interesting. i feel like i've hit a brick wall. any advice? yeah, i'm going to keep attending. and i'm trying to stay positive. but i don't see how i'm going to learn anything. it's one thing to do aikido and to have people just let you do technique to them. but a resisting foe? not so easy. one thing i think i need is a bjj gi. my judo gi is just giving dudes too much to latch onto.