M.A.P. I apologize for my meltdown. Between major home/family issues and partisan political idiocy, in my house, outside of my house and online I had all I could stand. Sorry Xue
Be well Xue, these are trying times we live in. Keep your head clear. We are all feeling frustration, anxiety and stress of some sort. For the record, I am not aware of your breakdown, I missed that.
Takes intestinal fortitude to make an apology, and honestly I don't think one was needed, we all have to blow off steam sometimes. Look after yourself, as hewho said; MAP is something of a family these days, and we've lost too many friends over the years to want to see any of our members suffering. Lots of people here who will be happy to chat if you need a friendly ear.
Xue, It's all good. We are living through tough times. I hope things are going better for you. Glad to see you here. Count me in as one of those friendly ears if you need to chat.
Thanks all, things are a little better, but still a bit dicy and to be honest, I'm not sure which way would be better in the long run... I am still more that a little bit edgy right now, but I am at least recognizing an impending anger response before it actually makes itself known to all. Time will tell
These are trying times, stress from many different directions. Look after yourself and keep posting here, it's a fairly small but quality community on this forum, I don't think you'll find many places on the internet like this these days.