I don't care about your rationale, is not the point of the topic! And goodbye, I also don't care about your insults!
Sorry, I prefer to stop posting. As I stated before, this is not a place to discuss feelings and beliefs, there is too much understimation of these topics, and I really don't care to explain myself any more. I don't care about any credentials, this is a forum, not an examination, and the tone is not polite. Goodbye.
If you want to become a good student, you will ignore your personal "beliefs and feelings" and you will think deeply on what your teacher has taught, and you will test out your own abilities and theories against other budoka. You confuse direct with impolite.
Yet.... If the people with much more than 12 lessons in the same art appear to think you misunderstand things, wouldn't it be worth taking note?
Then stop posting. Seriously stop posting, read reliable sources and actually get some solid training under your belt. If it's true that you've only done 12 sessions then you've done bugger all. We've already talked about you misunderstanding things, your posts have shown this, so why not simply study your art properly and put some real training in. Then in a few years time you might be in a position to discuss the art.